Stay Aside

Being here I’ve never been better
Being here I’ve never been worse
Flying above only to crash below
Heaven blessed me with a curse

I am sailing for the horizon
I am sinking in depths of despair
Destined to keep dark when light’s arisen,
Senseless to take the lethal dare

I love it so much I hate it
I am drowning into the night
Looking around for nowhere to run to
Please, stay aside!
Stay aside!

I’m willing to change for better or worse
Why, then, I have to pay back!?
Pleasure seems turning into a curse
When the pain is on my track …

I don’t know the answer to life’s equipoise
I know my steps will deafen slowly
I follow the traced route to illusive points
Where the hell, am I going?!

Stay aside!